My Reason

I have created this blog because my biggest regret in life thus far is not keeping a journal of important life events, thoughts, and feelings. So, for this first post, I am going to give a little life background that may help people understand my purpose for this. I was first married on June 24, 2004 to the man of my dreams (literally)! :) On September 26, 2005, he was tragically killed in a auto accident that left my world turned upside down. I never wrote anything down in any sort of journal or anything from the moment we dated, through our marriage, and through all my emotions after he passed away. I regret that so much because it was such a vital part of my life that has made me who I am, and I want to share all experiences, thoughts, and feelings with my posterity. So here I am, several years later trying to remember and recreate things that I want my children, and grandchildren, and whoever else may read this; that have made me who I am, and that life is not always easy, but it's the way the Lord intended it. I have since married and have 2 wonderful kiddo's, and I want them to understand the events that took place in my life, and I hope they will cherish and value life from trying to understand the heartache I went through that has made me "me". So, I am slowly going to start writing about "my life story" from the beginning of meeting Jonathan, to the point I am at today. Some things may be sporadic that I throw in there, but I am just going to write thoughts and things as I remember them as they come to mind!