New Motorcycle

Jonathan returned home from his internship a few short weeks later after our little visit up to see him. I was SO SO SO happy and also a bit relieved (remember my experience walking to class in July). The intense feeling of him dying was not as strong anymore because I finally felt like he was home safe. We started school back up for our second year at Utah State at the end of August 2005, and Jonathan got this crazy idea that he wanted to buy a motorcycle. Because of the feelings I had been having, I didn't want him to get it. I didn't tell him I had had these feelings, but I did everything in my power to convince him out of buying the dang motorcycle. Well, he did more of the convincing on his end and I gave in and he got one. His cousins father-in-law owned a Artic Cat dealership up in Preston Idaho, so he went up there one day and came home with a new motorcycle. I was so sure that this was where all my feelings about him dying were coming from. I was so positive that he was going to lose his life on that motorcycle. The intense feeling of him dying started back up and I felt like it was a matter of time on that thing...